We are so obsessed with people we love to see, to talk and spend time with them. But little do we know that there are truly some people who you never took care of, love you the most. When you come to know that they really care you, they even remember you every occasion you have met and you don’t remember, it’s really shame on us to not recognize who are our real well-wishers. We often go by impression that those who are with us and one who spends time with us are our well-wishers. But, there are people who will see you from far, love you, do good things for you and one day will tell you how they feel for you. They are gems. It’s just you don’t recognize them initially. Destiny, Give me enough strength to leave all my obsessions and live with people who love me.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Solitude
Privacy is really a thing! But lately could not pass time or feeling extremely abnormal when you spend time alone. Though I hate living with too much people, I hate living alone too. Both sucks. It’s like a torture to mind with impending things that were reminded during these hours. Planning them in advance makes mind more stressful. Though one longs for freedom, I am realizing the importance of the family with you when you much need them. Staying alone really sucks even if you like to be in solitude.
The worst of all is the compelling things that tell you to keep things straight yet you tend to stray. Bless me!
The worst of all is the compelling things that tell you to keep things straight yet you tend to stray. Bless me!
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Funny!
I could post this in FB. But I don’t want anyone to get hurt. The thing I want to discuss here is about the comments the people give for their friends. Especially girls :P
A girl posts her picture in the facebook after thinking innumerable times whether she looks good in the picture.The moment she finish her month-long thinking and enquiring her friends about the photo, she finally releases her photo in the profile, as if she has taken a masterpiece and zeroing the date for its release. LOL :) Notifications goes to all of her friends. She eagerly awaits and stays in facebook for the whole day ;) A bored guy logs into the system, sees that she has posted her photo, thinks not bad, but types, ‘you look gorgeous’ / ‘is that you? ‘ / blah blah blah.
The girl thinks that it is a great compliment for her. She flies for sometime. Knowing that the bored guy has made the comment, another bored guy logs in and just helps her to fly even higher, by liking it :P
But little did the girl know that it is the strategy followed by the guys to make her post more photo :P
So finally another guy who doesn’t know who she is ,logs in sees all her photos and pass the time. FB rocks!!!
A girl posts her picture in the facebook after thinking innumerable times whether she looks good in the picture.The moment she finish her month-long thinking and enquiring her friends about the photo, she finally releases her photo in the profile, as if she has taken a masterpiece and zeroing the date for its release. LOL :) Notifications goes to all of her friends. She eagerly awaits and stays in facebook for the whole day ;) A bored guy logs into the system, sees that she has posted her photo, thinks not bad, but types, ‘you look gorgeous’ / ‘is that you? ‘ / blah blah blah.
The girl thinks that it is a great compliment for her. She flies for sometime. Knowing that the bored guy has made the comment, another bored guy logs in and just helps her to fly even higher, by liking it :P
But little did the girl know that it is the strategy followed by the guys to make her post more photo :P
So finally another guy who doesn’t know who she is ,logs in sees all her photos and pass the time. FB rocks!!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Purpose of Life
Each living creature born in the Universe should have some purpose. I am yet to discover mine. I don’t believe in theism. Yet, there is some power or energy exist that rules the Universe.
For a matter of fact, there are many things that give the individuals a high. For now, riding bike in a highway gives me a high. But I believe this is not fixed. It tends to change. I loved to play video games when I was a teenager. But not any more. So, at each stage of life there is something that always gives one a high. Future is always mysterious. But that aspect keeps one engross to achieve ones plan. Nothing is permanent except change. Embracing change is one way of keep things moving.
Yet learning to control mind is more important than anything else. There can be lot of things to achieve this, like meditation, yoga etc. But my humble opinion is no one can control the mind most effectively. If he can, he is Power or in the most effective broad term – God. Most of the saints claim they achieved this. After all human body is the most complex machine in the Universe.
Most of the human creatures dream to be somebody else. If I am rich, If I studied better, If I got up early, If I am him, If I got the opportunity. If, If and If in everything. If - only comes after one admits failure. I am trying to not use If for my failures. People, I am not advising I am just spitting out my sub conscience thoughts. I am an absolute dreamer. But its good as far as I don’t demand to happen in reality. Dream world is different from this Universe.
I imagined a strange thing few days back. I thought myself as an animal and I tried to learn/see the things surrounding me. I was awe-struck, in an unexplainable situation. Even I don’t realize what is happening around. When my sub conscience brought me back to the reality, everything seems to be normal. I have to admit, Life is a strange correlated sequence of events. Men have hard-coded in the brain that everything in the Universe is for him. This thought should have evolved when Men learned things for survival……
For a matter of fact, there are many things that give the individuals a high. For now, riding bike in a highway gives me a high. But I believe this is not fixed. It tends to change. I loved to play video games when I was a teenager. But not any more. So, at each stage of life there is something that always gives one a high. Future is always mysterious. But that aspect keeps one engross to achieve ones plan. Nothing is permanent except change. Embracing change is one way of keep things moving.
Yet learning to control mind is more important than anything else. There can be lot of things to achieve this, like meditation, yoga etc. But my humble opinion is no one can control the mind most effectively. If he can, he is Power or in the most effective broad term – God. Most of the saints claim they achieved this. After all human body is the most complex machine in the Universe.
Most of the human creatures dream to be somebody else. If I am rich, If I studied better, If I got up early, If I am him, If I got the opportunity. If, If and If in everything. If - only comes after one admits failure. I am trying to not use If for my failures. People, I am not advising I am just spitting out my sub conscience thoughts. I am an absolute dreamer. But its good as far as I don’t demand to happen in reality. Dream world is different from this Universe.
I imagined a strange thing few days back. I thought myself as an animal and I tried to learn/see the things surrounding me. I was awe-struck, in an unexplainable situation. Even I don’t realize what is happening around. When my sub conscience brought me back to the reality, everything seems to be normal. I have to admit, Life is a strange correlated sequence of events. Men have hard-coded in the brain that everything in the Universe is for him. This thought should have evolved when Men learned things for survival……
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Tuning Me
Some words we say, might really hurt some one, though we didnt mean to. If it is not face to face communication , its worse because we dont know what the opponent thinks or how he/she reacts. If it means to hurt some one i would rather prefer to be dumb than speaking out.
The attitude of each person differs from the other in some way. Everyone doesnt think in a right way. When we come to know that what we said or what we did, hurt some one, we realise how foolish we are. For that moment, it might seems to be funny. But if he/she carries it over it may really hurt. When you take the freedom in hand, there is always a limit. A really good friend can tolerate. But then the newly found might not match our frequency.
I am always afraid of egoist or self-centered fellows. But we can figure them out easily with little effort. I myself have found many. Once confirmed, i never get back to them whatever happens. So i am tuning myself to be mute whenever needed and speak out whenever i should.
The attitude of each person differs from the other in some way. Everyone doesnt think in a right way. When we come to know that what we said or what we did, hurt some one, we realise how foolish we are. For that moment, it might seems to be funny. But if he/she carries it over it may really hurt. When you take the freedom in hand, there is always a limit. A really good friend can tolerate. But then the newly found might not match our frequency.
I am always afraid of egoist or self-centered fellows. But we can figure them out easily with little effort. I myself have found many. Once confirmed, i never get back to them whatever happens. So i am tuning myself to be mute whenever needed and speak out whenever i should.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
A trip to Bangalore
Weeks went by without notice. I have begun to think of why i am here. Why should i work hard? Where are those days we had an absolute harmony? My heart asked me what makes me happy. Train of thoughts..Finally i have decided to meet my close friends who are not with me ,but near by heart and far by geography.
This happened on Thursday evening. If i have to book train i have only one day remaining.I called couple of my friends to join. But it was so crude to ask them to accompany without prior planning. I decided to leave alone and told my friends especially Sen that i am coming. I made a call to my parents and said i am leaving to bangalore on friday evening. I convinced my mother but my father was little worried about the bomb blasts that happened previous week. But i have already made my mind and said him that i will be safe.
I boarded the train "Mysore Express" just in time. My calculations went wrong when i learnt that each section contains 9 berths. I got middle berth which is supposed to be Side Upper if each section contains 8 berths. I waited for TTR. I showed my ticket and went to sleep.But i didnt. How in earth one would sleep if he ought to know that he has to wake at 3:00 AM if he has to get down the train in time.I reached Krishnarajapuram and i got down the train. I personally dont like to wake people during sleep. Even during semesters i have let many people to sleep. :-)
The previous day Sen gave me a clear idea of where his home is and thanks to google maps using using which i took a print of the area. I came out of the station, i started to walk with the help of map. I was alone. Vehicles went past, fast back and forth. I gave a ring to Senthil and dropped the line. My idea was if he can really wake he would have got up at that time. I thought he was really tired. With help of two landmarks Royal Heritage and Mphasis, i tracked down his area. Atlast i was forced to wake him up, he told me the route to his home and when i was about to reach Kemp's apartment, Police got hold of me. They enquired me. I told everything i could. Then they asked me to be safe and left the place.Atlast, Sen came down and we two went back to his room.
The area is residential and good for bachelors.The 2 BHK is good and three of them can stay comfortably. Sen and i started to plan about next couple of days. It was sad that we missed Praveen as he was out of station. The next day, the fun begun. I was the first to got up. I slept barely two hours. But i was not tired, rather i was thrilled. Then, woke up Nirmal. He was one innocent,extremely good ,God-fearing guy. We talked after a long time. I remembered it was birthday of Prabhakaran. I wished him and said that i have a plan for a get together. He agreed. We departed to Mani's home and asked Musi to join.
I was surprised that mani's room mates are seniors and very interesting guys.We ate at Anjappar and left to roam the cities.We reached Brigade Road and was awe-struck with the environment. Everyone was busy walking, talking. We were not talking about ourselves but about them. We roamed the street twice. :-) Then we went to M.G Road.We went inside Bangalore central. Senthil was searching a dress for his sisters's baby girl. We got one cute dress and came to the billing area.
Then we went to Karuda Mall. We sat in the front corridor and we were at work, no we didnt meant that we had laptops. But we were at work. Karuda mall has nice sculptures and beautiful carvings. Yes i know its not Ajanta and Ellora. But i am not lying. As a true artist, we appreciated nice sculptures but we didnt had any -ve comments but rather we made them happy.
And i forgot that i have to meet other friends. I told nith and vp that i am coming. But i didnt called them yet. Later we devised a plan to meet at dinner. But then it would be difficult for others to join. Nith and Vp are good friends from college days. I called them and informed them that we would have a get together the day after.We went back to mani's room.
In mani's room we were talking,acting,dancing and thinking. Mani and i even decided a script. But we didnt had time to execute it due to lack of actors ;-)
The next day i called Mandlin and Joel who were in electronic city. We met them in Koramangala Forum. Mandlin was my room mate for all the four years in hostel. We were very close. We utilised the time utmost by snapping some shots and window shopping.Later i called Nith, vp and pad to join us. They agreed. I called my other class mates also but due to the lack of time they didnt turned up.
We zeroed in an area. It is Indira Nagar. As usual nith started her eating spree with coconut drink. When we arrived there, nith,vp and prabhakaran were already there. We waited for pad and Nirmal to join us. We had a nice time talking, standing beside KFC.We were pulling each other legs. We opened the choculate offered by Prabhakaran and shared among us.We then zeroed in a place for lunch, decided by Nith.We ordered a table for 9 and gave them mobile number to call us back.Then we had a great lunch. We almost spend one and half hour in hotel. Then there was a drizzle. The climate is just perfect.Then the time came for departure. First nith departed then one by one. Atlast we went back to mani's home and i packed my things. I left mani's place and went with Senthil to board the the train in the station where i came from Chennai - Krishnarajapuram.I told Senthil that i was fine and i can depart on my own as i dont want him to return back at the weird hous(mid night).We saw 7/g for some time and i said bye and left the place.
Suddenly a sense of loneliness surrounded me. A desolated feeling. All that happened were so sweet but at the same time it was withdrawn before i realize.Legs failed to take another step. Right and Left of me, there was no one. Darkness feels for me by being silent. Dogs failed to bark seeing me. Moon hide her face behind the clouds.I was on the way to railway station walking.I reached railway station. Platform looked deserted except for two or three who were far from me and waiting for the train. I sat on a bench. I thought about the two days, how nice it was.Life does teaches us a lot in most hardest way.
We met by chance, destiny made us friends and made us close by keeping us far from each other to learn life in harder way. Life is really a lesson. Not sweet always!!
P.S we means Sen,Musi,Mani and me where ever applicable.
This happened on Thursday evening. If i have to book train i have only one day remaining.I called couple of my friends to join. But it was so crude to ask them to accompany without prior planning. I decided to leave alone and told my friends especially Sen that i am coming. I made a call to my parents and said i am leaving to bangalore on friday evening. I convinced my mother but my father was little worried about the bomb blasts that happened previous week. But i have already made my mind and said him that i will be safe.
I boarded the train "Mysore Express" just in time. My calculations went wrong when i learnt that each section contains 9 berths. I got middle berth which is supposed to be Side Upper if each section contains 8 berths. I waited for TTR. I showed my ticket and went to sleep.But i didnt. How in earth one would sleep if he ought to know that he has to wake at 3:00 AM if he has to get down the train in time.I reached Krishnarajapuram and i got down the train. I personally dont like to wake people during sleep. Even during semesters i have let many people to sleep. :-)
The previous day Sen gave me a clear idea of where his home is and thanks to google maps using using which i took a print of the area. I came out of the station, i started to walk with the help of map. I was alone. Vehicles went past, fast back and forth. I gave a ring to Senthil and dropped the line. My idea was if he can really wake he would have got up at that time. I thought he was really tired. With help of two landmarks Royal Heritage and Mphasis, i tracked down his area. Atlast i was forced to wake him up, he told me the route to his home and when i was about to reach Kemp's apartment, Police got hold of me. They enquired me. I told everything i could. Then they asked me to be safe and left the place.Atlast, Sen came down and we two went back to his room.
The area is residential and good for bachelors.The 2 BHK is good and three of them can stay comfortably. Sen and i started to plan about next couple of days. It was sad that we missed Praveen as he was out of station. The next day, the fun begun. I was the first to got up. I slept barely two hours. But i was not tired, rather i was thrilled. Then, woke up Nirmal. He was one innocent,extremely good ,God-fearing guy. We talked after a long time. I remembered it was birthday of Prabhakaran. I wished him and said that i have a plan for a get together. He agreed. We departed to Mani's home and asked Musi to join.
I was surprised that mani's room mates are seniors and very interesting guys.We ate at Anjappar and left to roam the cities.We reached Brigade Road and was awe-struck with the environment. Everyone was busy walking, talking. We were not talking about ourselves but about them. We roamed the street twice. :-) Then we went to M.G Road.We went inside Bangalore central. Senthil was searching a dress for his sisters's baby girl. We got one cute dress and came to the billing area.
Then we went to Karuda Mall. We sat in the front corridor and we were at work, no we didnt meant that we had laptops. But we were at work. Karuda mall has nice sculptures and beautiful carvings. Yes i know its not Ajanta and Ellora. But i am not lying. As a true artist, we appreciated nice sculptures but we didnt had any -ve comments but rather we made them happy.
And i forgot that i have to meet other friends. I told nith and vp that i am coming. But i didnt called them yet. Later we devised a plan to meet at dinner. But then it would be difficult for others to join. Nith and Vp are good friends from college days. I called them and informed them that we would have a get together the day after.We went back to mani's room.
In mani's room we were talking,acting,dancing and thinking. Mani and i even decided a script. But we didnt had time to execute it due to lack of actors ;-)
The next day i called Mandlin and Joel who were in electronic city. We met them in Koramangala Forum. Mandlin was my room mate for all the four years in hostel. We were very close. We utilised the time utmost by snapping some shots and window shopping.Later i called Nith, vp and pad to join us. They agreed. I called my other class mates also but due to the lack of time they didnt turned up.
We zeroed in an area. It is Indira Nagar. As usual nith started her eating spree with coconut drink. When we arrived there, nith,vp and prabhakaran were already there. We waited for pad and Nirmal to join us. We had a nice time talking, standing beside KFC.We were pulling each other legs. We opened the choculate offered by Prabhakaran and shared among us.We then zeroed in a place for lunch, decided by Nith.We ordered a table for 9 and gave them mobile number to call us back.Then we had a great lunch. We almost spend one and half hour in hotel. Then there was a drizzle. The climate is just perfect.Then the time came for departure. First nith departed then one by one. Atlast we went back to mani's home and i packed my things. I left mani's place and went with Senthil to board the the train in the station where i came from Chennai - Krishnarajapuram.I told Senthil that i was fine and i can depart on my own as i dont want him to return back at the weird hous(mid night).We saw 7/g for some time and i said bye and left the place.
Suddenly a sense of loneliness surrounded me. A desolated feeling. All that happened were so sweet but at the same time it was withdrawn before i realize.Legs failed to take another step. Right and Left of me, there was no one. Darkness feels for me by being silent. Dogs failed to bark seeing me. Moon hide her face behind the clouds.I was on the way to railway station walking.I reached railway station. Platform looked deserted except for two or three who were far from me and waiting for the train. I sat on a bench. I thought about the two days, how nice it was.Life does teaches us a lot in most hardest way.
We met by chance, destiny made us friends and made us close by keeping us far from each other to learn life in harder way. Life is really a lesson. Not sweet always!!
P.S we means Sen,Musi,Mani and me where ever applicable.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
A bachelor’s life
Its past 1:00 AM midnight. Yet a work to do – have to wash clothes. I usually pack up the clothes for washing when leaving to my native and return back and use them until they pile up and leave me with no set of dress. That’s when I realize that I have to wash. Washing clothes is not at all a tough job but doing it after midnight is disgusting. The reason is ‘laziness’. Some one probably God ( not a great believer of HIM) might have set an alarm/deadline to do something. Its when we realize and start doing it with utmost hard work. Like we do for exams. After finishing the work we realize why couldn’t we do this before. But there is always a thrill in doing it some time late. Late yet latest.
Not only washing clothes, there are numerous thing that one comes to know in bachelor’s life which is completely unknown before. When you search for food, I often think why the hell I want to eat. Hence, end up eating all junk foods. I really miss my mom’s cuisine. Being in hostel for four years I always longed for it. The breakfast you get then at time . The care she takes in everything, the way he keeps providing good nutritious stuffs. Be it a fruit salad or even a small cup of refreshing tea. Life teaches many things at different stages of life. One of the crucial stage is – bachelor’s life. No wonder that many of the guys are getting married at early stage, now-a –days.
The biological clock has changed. Not now it happened long back. I had a habit of sleeping at nine when I was in higher secondary and would wake up at the time I feel comfortable. Probably before sun rise. But now, all the little dangerous things ( laptop, orkut,gmail,computer games blah…blah) make one wake like an owl and sleep at time when the next day has started and get up at time when your mom start cooking lunch in your home. Never seen sun rise since I joined. In fact never seen six or seven ‘ 0 clock.
I usually like to be in solitude for at least some time in a week. But now-a-days I couldn’t. I feel nostalgic. Thank Me, I got introduced to a lot of friends. May be that might have changed the feeling of wanting to be secluded.
I love non-veg and have the habit of eating it alone. Yet I didn’t gain weight at school/college. But less than a year I gained 10 kgs. Its an alarming increase in my physic. One of my uncle who returned from KSA failed to wave his hand thinking that I am a stranger. I approached him and introduced. He was floored. Appearances also changes at times!! What else life has to teach me, looking forward!!
Brain stopped working after auto-executing onmode –yuck
Trying to bring online.
oninit
Memory could not be initialized. System might not be ready or inactive.
Trying to restore onbar_d -r –p
Physical restore impossible.
Everything sstopped working. Process killed itself.
Unexpected Shutdown!
Not only washing clothes, there are numerous thing that one comes to know in bachelor’s life which is completely unknown before. When you search for food, I often think why the hell I want to eat. Hence, end up eating all junk foods. I really miss my mom’s cuisine. Being in hostel for four years I always longed for it. The breakfast you get then at time . The care she takes in everything, the way he keeps providing good nutritious stuffs. Be it a fruit salad or even a small cup of refreshing tea. Life teaches many things at different stages of life. One of the crucial stage is – bachelor’s life. No wonder that many of the guys are getting married at early stage, now-a –days.
The biological clock has changed. Not now it happened long back. I had a habit of sleeping at nine when I was in higher secondary and would wake up at the time I feel comfortable. Probably before sun rise. But now, all the little dangerous things ( laptop, orkut,gmail,computer games blah…blah) make one wake like an owl and sleep at time when the next day has started and get up at time when your mom start cooking lunch in your home. Never seen sun rise since I joined. In fact never seen six or seven ‘ 0 clock.
I usually like to be in solitude for at least some time in a week. But now-a-days I couldn’t. I feel nostalgic. Thank Me, I got introduced to a lot of friends. May be that might have changed the feeling of wanting to be secluded.
I love non-veg and have the habit of eating it alone. Yet I didn’t gain weight at school/college. But less than a year I gained 10 kgs. Its an alarming increase in my physic. One of my uncle who returned from KSA failed to wave his hand thinking that I am a stranger. I approached him and introduced. He was floored. Appearances also changes at times!! What else life has to teach me, looking forward!!
Brain stopped working after auto-executing onmode –yuck
Trying to bring online.
oninit
Memory could not be initialized. System might not be ready or inactive.
Trying to restore onbar_d -r –p
Physical restore impossible.
Everything sstopped working. Process killed itself.
Unexpected Shutdown!
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